My memory tape

I don’t wanna have another day,
That would make me stay,
I’d better run away,
I’m sick of regularity and triviality,
You can call me a refugee,
Don’t wanna have another smile,
Oh baby, If it’s just for a while,
I’m tired of this mystery,
And lack of honesty,
And life of probability.

When we met, I didn’t get,
That I would hear this crazy threat,
I’m no fool you can rule,
My self-esteem - it screams,
“O you don’t realize,
She wouldn’t go for compromise”,
And I try to escape,
To delete my memory tape.

I was never gonna say to you,
What I am now up to,
I never thought of that before,
I’ve never been so pliable,
And reliable,
But girl you wanted more,
You wanted me to be you man,
But you never tried to understand,
I’m tired of this mystery,
And lack of honesty,
And life of probability,
.